Well Dad, it's been longer than I thought to leave a message for you... Is that a good or bad thing?? I still think of you ever so much, but the pain of loosing you is easier to cover up now. Well what would you think of it here these days Covid is a "thing" lockdown, masks, no hugging anyone. Its been soooo very hard, I've lost 3 close friends this year to bastard Covid (one way or another) I've only just seen mum-which has been hard in itself. Thank what ever powers that be, we are all still here and healthy, and getting to see mum is amazing. She cried when samara asked for a cuddle and we could. Brandon is 6 foot now - a proper man.. As is Dylan, Riely is fantastic a great carector (you would laugh at that lad, so sad you never got to meet him in the flesh) I know you probably know all this anyway as I'm sure your still looking out for us. I just want you to know your never far from our thoughts.... We miss you and love you so much. That won't ever change xxx