Oh and we've adopted a 3rd baby Kodi. You'd adore him tooy

Well Dad, it's been longer than I thought to leave a message for you... Is that a good or bad thing?? I still think of you ever so much, but the pain of loosing you is easier to cover up now. Well what would you think of it here these days Covid is a "thing" lockdown, masks, no hugging anyone. Its been soooo very hard, I've lost 3 close friends this year to bastard Covid (one way or another) I've only just seen mum-which has been hard in itself. Thank what ever powers that be, we are all still here and healthy, and getting to see mum is amazing. She cried when samara asked for a cuddle and we could. Brandon is 6 foot now - a proper man.. As is Dylan, Riely is fantastic a great carector (you would laugh at that lad, so sad you never got to meet him in the flesh) I know you probably know all this anyway as I'm sure your still looking out for us. I just want you to know your never far from our thoughts.... We miss you and love you so much. That won't ever change xxx

Hello Dad. Soooo Much has happened since I last wrote on here but thought I pop on here to just let you know I still think of you every day and your words to me, but at certain times some thoughts are stronger. Its hard to believe its nearly 5 and half years since you left us. Mums doing ok but as we all do misses you still so much. Ive been trying to see her more and got her a bit more into social media so its easier for us to keep in touch. She works very hard but I think in her own way shes happy ( thou we all wish she lived nearer to us- Maybe when she retires or I win the lotto). I hope that wherever you are you are still with us when we need you and that we are all making you proud. I know that you would be proud of us all and you would adore your grandkids. Brandon is a little man now and still mentions you. Samara is a madam ( I know you'd think she takes after me lol) but she is adorable. One of my friends sons kindly put all your old video films onto the computer to watch ....that was hard to watch but at the same time funny and heart warming. I watched a few clippings with mum but I think it is better to watch them on your own .. I will put them on her PC for her. Well Dad just finish my lunch now so Im off back to work . I will put some more upbeat music on here for you. the play list I have on here is a bit drab and think youd like something a bit more "you". Dad as always I love you so much. I wont leave it so long before I up date this . Love you dad xx